i want cry already :(( mr chew just called to ask for confirmation whether i going taiwan trip. my mum said 'who's on the phone?!' i said mr chew. 'tell him you tell him tomorrow la!' then mr chew asked what type of house i stay in and my per capita income. per capita income means the total salary earned divided by the number of people in the family. so i said 2 people working. COS ITS TRUE. only that my brother keep his money for himself. then i said my dad's income isnt fixed, so id didnt really know what it was. then when put down the phoen my mum scold me for telling him that my korkor works. wtf la. she said because I said so, so now we will have lesser chances of getting the opprtunity fund. then she said i should not have said that my brother have a job. i mean, WHATS THE POINT OF LYING?! you gonna lie just to get what you want??? even in her job resume she freking lied about so many things. i dont want to lie just to get what you or i want. sometimes you have to learn to accept reality! then i asked her whats wrong with saying that korkor has a job. she said that he work also never provide for the family, only use for himself. wtf la. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK PAID FOR SIMBA'S MEDICAL BILLS??? YOU? NO! HIM! i just realised how ungrateful and what a promise breaker you are.

damn you. i want cry already

No more words

No more lies

No more crying ooh ooh

No more pain

No more hurt

No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah

Because

I don't want to

Stay another minute

I don't want you

To say a single word

Hush Hush, Hush Hush

There is no other way

I get the final say

Because

I don't want to

Do this any longer