Thursday, July 30
i officially think that something is wrong with two people.
one is hurting herself everyday for i dont know what reason-which i intend to find out! she says its just for fun. she takes the pen or metsl ruler and keeps scratching her arm. like wtp!
i feel bad because i dont know how to help, or get into her world. she's pushing me out now:(
another one everyday so sad. i am very sure there is something wrong with him. but he dun want tell me :( today when he went for lunch after that he dissapeared for like almost 2 hours withour picking up anybody's call then we were like really worried, when he picked up the phone, i asked where he was, he said: errr why?? then i was like :you know, everyone is like damn worried. then he asked "who is everyone" then i said who la then he said that he was on the way home.
like so secretive dont want say where he is, i have a feeling its my fault... not gonna say why :P feel guilty :(
today very depressing. THE MOST DEPRESSING SCHOOL DAY this term. today feel so guilty, so helpless, so... so... i feel like i'm not fit to be a friend. i'm such a loser :((
